Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Hectic weekend, friday to Stockholm and back saturday. Sunday cosmic retreat with Di Leva...Diving into my human body, connecting to deep feelings and then allowing, accepting and be the feeling. After that letting go...And enjoying the soft energy of Thomas, reqognizing my own fatherly energy in another being. So relaxed and so filled with joy. Singing, dancing, meditating and receiving cosmic light through the hands of another loving soul.

Today resting, sleeping, feeling ill. Stomach ache and UUURRRK ...felt like throwing up...Going up in frequencie, tough, but something to be glad about...now more light, less crap inside-always a good thing!!! :)

Big cosmic hug!/Didalarion

Monday, September 3, 2007

Enlightened!

Hej på er!

Hade en upplysningserfarenhet igår som varade i flera timmar. Allting var så klart och jag såg synkronicitet i allt, som om universum talar till dig genom precis allting. Jag satt i bilen och var på väg hem från en fest i Lysekil. Plötsligt ställde jag en fråga till mig själv och vände uppmärksamheten inåt för några ögonblick och...

Mitt klarhörande blev glasklart och jag fick veta så mycket! Samtidigt talade livet genom låtarna på radion, vägskyltar, bilars reg skyltar, mina känslor och allt, precis allt, klaffade och skapade enhet. Livet är ett hologram, ett stort pussel och allting hör ihop och är meningsfullt. Det blev så tydligt.

Jag kände en så stark kärlek till mig själv som innefattade precis allt; själ (v) kärleken, min kompetens dvs visdomen och min styrka/min egen kraft. Så gott att få uppleva. Genom mötet med en annan människa har min egen kärlek till mig själv växt. Det är en fantastiskt gåva att få av någon...att upptäcka hur mycket jag älskar mig! Det utlöste en stark känsla av frid och trygghet. Och mina behov försvann plötsligt helt. Så skönt att inte behöva något eller någon...bara frid i precis det som är nu. Inga krav och måsten, ingen oro, ingen besvikelse. Bara glädje i att leva och vara här. Vilken fantastisk erfarenhet! Allt detta en vanlig söndag, trött, i bilen på väg hem...amazing!

Skickar min frid o lycka till er alla! /Änglakram Maria - Didalarion

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Howdy! :)

A new day on planet earth! I feel fine! OK. I don´t know where life is taking me, and I have been 3D-worried about my future...I have to say. But what can I do about it? Nothing, really. So why worry? I just have to go with the flow...and it will take me forward in life one step in a time. Always lean on my inner feeling, no matter what other people might say. Even if those people are your loved ones. I want to say I did it all when my earthly experience one day is over. I want to be able to say I was courageous and had a big strong loving heart, which I truly followed, even when it was a bit tough. Yes. That is the way. My way. May we all be blessed on our life paths.
Love Didalarion

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

OK. Having a really good time in my life right now! Life comes with ups and downs and I experienced a down a week ago. Ususally I feel bad a couple of hours, this time 3D-reality held it´s grip for five whole days. The fifth day I woke up and for the first time in my life I realised - I am not happy...Strange feeling.

But it made me realise one more thing. I won´t be happier sitting here doing nothing feeling sorry for myself. So it made me move forward. And it made me realise how important it is to turn to the right people when you are unhappy. Choose people who you can rest with, people whom you feel completely safe with and let yourself feel sad and maybe cry for a moment. Find someone who sees the bigger picture, but first allow you to feel all feelings inside. Then move on! Then start doing something about your situation. When you are not feeling happy, life itself and your body kindly shows you to change something in your life. Use S.U.M.O - Shut UP (listen in) and Move On!

When you start DOING something about your situation you automatically start feeling better, because your own powers then slowly return to you. When you feel miserable you feel weak, often because you have given your own strenght away for some reason...Maybe you are blaming someone else? Or feel angry with God/Life? This time I was sad. That is to say... afraid for some reason. Afraid I wouldn´t be able to keep my company, afraid of not earning enough to pay my bills. But one can just do one´s best. I took the decision to fight for my dreams!!!! And suddenly all my powers came back!!! I feel invincible! And I know I am one of the best in my field. What a change! I am blessed.

May Love be with you. Love Maria/Didalarion

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Hello everyone "out there"!

Today I wrote my first gratitude lines in my new note book. Every day from now on I am gonna write down the things I am grateful for in this special note book. This serve several purposes: 1. If you appreciate what you have you instantly change focus from what you don´t have till the things you have. 2. By writing down what you have in your life you manifest it to stay in your life and to grow bigger. 3. By thanking for what you have you help God to give it to you faster! A trick you use in all your prayers if you are clever...Gratitude is a strong manifesting power in universe. 4. Pretend you already have it, feel it, dream it and soon you do!5. God told me this secret: The fastest way of becoming is being it already...

Idag skrev jag mina första tack rader i min nya anteckningsbok. Varje dag med början idag tänker jag skriva ner allt jag varje dag är tacksam över. Detta tjänar flera syften: 1. Om du uppskattar det du har byter du omedelbart fokus från vad du inte har dvs saknar till det som du redan har och fungerar i ditt liv. 2. Genom att skriva ner vad du har manifesterar du att det stannar kvar och att du får ännu mer av den varan. 3. Genom att tacka för det du har hjälper du Gud att ge det till dig fortare! Ett "trick" du så klart använder om du är smart i alla dina böner. Tacksamhet är en starkt manifesterande kraft i universum. 4. Låtsas att du redan har det, känn det, dröm om det och snart är det så! 5. Gud berättade den här hemligheten för mig: Den snabbaste vägen till blivandet går genom varandet...

Love Maria/ Kram!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Hi everyone!

Today I have five children in my apartment...puh! :) But, they sure are having fun and thats the most important thing! Have been feeling tired of being a strong independent woman lately...The emancipation for women doesn´t just come with benefits...It has made a lot of women putting to high a demand on themselves, and that´s including me. The feeling of wanting to crawl up in someones big strong arms is sometimes overwhelming (a loving caring intelligent and spiritual man with a huge unconditional love for me...mmm...nice....:) To let yourself relax completely and rest. How I long for that!

Now I rest in faith in God´s big arms, not bad either!!! So I put my trust to Father and Mother God always taking care of me. God said to me the other day: Don´t give in, now when you are so close to the finishing line. Hang in there! So that is what I intend to do. It feels like my life has been a race, me developing so fast, all big changes in my life. So it is Ok to feel a bit tired. But as God said. I can´t give in this close to the goal!!!! I am winner!!! Time to focus on that. We are all winners!!!! Simply because we have won this opportunity to be alive here in this world!!! Wow!!!

Love Maria

Wednesday, August 8, 2007